You look pathetic standing there with tears streaming down your face. Holding on to something that was never really there. You poured out your heart and soul, opened your arms and waited for him to fall right into them. He never did.
You've got scars on your heart from wounds deeper than anyone could imagine. They look at you and think you're perfect. They see your happy little family and wish they could be you. If they only knew the truth. If they only knew how broken you really were.
Did you ever think it would come to this? With each day that passes a little more of you dies inside. You deserve more than this...or maybe you don't. You were the master of your own fate. You chose to live in denial, you chose this path. You'll never be strong enough to put your foot down because you're afraid of the unknown. Instead you'll wallow in your self pity, wishing and wanting things to change but never having the courage to do it on your own.
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