Old Poems (blame it on teenage angst)

UNTITLED
Addicted to the pain you bring
the madness the chaos
the hateful words you sing
Your face is red
your screamin again
did i forget to jump
when you said when
Am I not perfect enough
did i not fit your mold
Can i still be your puppet
to have and to hold?
Tied up and bound
by these chains u hold tight
just another day
just another fight
~2001

GARDEN OF TEARS
Depression swallows me whole
Engulfs me in the flames of sorrow
Heartache overcomes my body
as i lie weeping in a garden of tears
There is no way out of this dark abyss
No shoulders to cry on
nor hands to hold on to
Not a soul in sight
Must I spend my days
in this eternal hell?
Or will my savior come for me
and pull me back to the sanity that i crave
Only time will tell.
~2001